LORD

hahahaha! where have I been all along? Who knows, I mean really?

Oh, um, well I do.

But time to get serious here.

I've been through treatment recently. And, well, currently.

For eating disorders

yep, all three
(anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa, and compulsive over eating)

mainly bulimia, because that has taken over my life
it's a sad sad spiral of events in which I fell but I was supported by the ones who loved me most

It's still a struggle, I'm not gonna lie. Some days are better than others.

Oh, and did I mention I had knee surgery too?

Yeah, um, I was sneaking out of my house with a boy at night(bad idea! Don't do it!)
I fell and hurt my knee
reaaaaaaally badly


I had to get a bone graft-all the works! dead body cadaver bone and all! ewwww!
So poor little cutey has been tired and healing all this time! physically emotionally-just all around!

phew

but I feel a change of heart

I accept my daily struggles and overall I am sooo much happier
(but that doesn't mean it's easy)

I'm doing very well in school! I enjoy all my higher level classes (but they're tough!)

and I'm taking some art classes too! they're so much fun!

what's not funhysical therapy. But hey, I think God gave me a little hint. Like, uh, don't sneek out of your house!

oh my...
what more can I say?
boys are silly! so far all the Brian's I have met in my life are
a) in their 20's
b) like like me
c) they are mean-ish

yeah, Brian # 1(was 19 at the time) tried dating him. he wanted to marry me after about 2 weeks (too short to know someone!)

BUT he gave me this wicked awesome ring with my birthstone and two diamonds (retail 150$$)
and he didn't want it back, said it was too late to send it back and didn't want to waste his time pawning it
fair enough

Brian # 2 is currently TWENTY NINE but I am not attracted to him (I was to Brian 1). He works for the government or something, I wasn't really listening. He's my older sis's friend, so he sees me when he chills around here. He says age doesn't matter blah blah

UM it does when you're that much older!

pshhhh

I'm going stag ladies, all the single ladies, put your hands up!

hahahaha boys are silly, I love being on the single scene. flirting is carefree and I don't have to worry about commitment-I can just chill and have fun without the drama

are you sick of my life saga?

my bad

cutey loves you!