It's true.
I'm recovering.
I'm pretty sure I haven't kept anybody on DA updated
there's a reason.

it's painful.

I've been suffering with eating disorders for over ten years now, I've had relapses and body dis morphia since ever I could remember

But these past two years has been hard on my body
I secretly dealt with anorexia nervosa
until my parents found out. I recovered and moved on with my life

Then September 2008 hit me hard. I became bulemic. I won't go into the details here (but I will in some deviations).
but it has been tearing me apart
I'm seeing a woman about it
and everyday is a new struggle
I'm in the middle of my recovery

I've learned a lot of things, dealing with my eating disorders
I've realized who my true friends are
I'm starting to learn what the truth about myself is
I'm learning everyday
and everyday I hope I'm closer to recovery

this is for me <3

lots of love

cutey