If you could only see!
no! I don't want to hear it!
Do NOT tell me I am beautiful!
If you could only see!
Oh, only see!
See this monster!
This disaster!
This ugly fifth that my body is!
Do not tell me I am stupid
Do not tell me that I'm making a mistake!
I know what I am doing
Do you?
Do you know that each time you yell at me, I go running to the one thing that makes me feel safe?
The one thing that you try so hard to keep me from
Is the very thing I run to when I flee from you!
You are not a help to me!
Do NOT tell me who is!
Do you see through my eyes?
Oh, only see!
can you hear with my ears?
can you hear the whispering?
the evil thoughts?
can you hear the utterances of evil?
wretched, wretched evil!
You do not care for me!
When you scream at me so
Oh no, no you do not
You say what I do is disgusting
I say I look disgusting
For someone who loves me so deeply
You hurt me even more deeply!
Leave me here
leave me in my misery
with my misty eyes and raw throat
leave me
If you could only see....
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I've lost many friends dealing with my bulemia
do I blame them? no, its a self-harming disorder I'm not sure if I would have the strength to deal with it myself Its true you do isolate yourself when you have an eating disorder |
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