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If you could only see...If you could only see!  no! I don't want to hear it!  Do NOT tell me I am beautiful!  If you could only see!   
Oh, only see!   
See this monster!  This disaster!  This ugly fifth that my body is!   
Do not tell me I am stupid  Do not tell me that I'm making a mistake!  I know what I am doing  Do you?  Do you know that each time you yell at me, I go running to the one thing that makes me feel safe?  The one thing that you try so hard to keep me from  Is the very thing I run to when I flee from you!   
You are not a help to me!  Do NOT tell me w If you could only see...
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Second Placeso clever  what ever  I'm done with these endeavors...  ------------------------------------------------   
Look at her!  She's with him  Look at me!  No one know my heart is cracking  it's not broken-yet  but  look at her!  another chip!  Clink  Can they hear it?  If they can't tell my heart is breaking  can they hear it?   
why is he with her?  I waited too long  why did she go after him!  Such a sweet boy!  Such a nasty pixie she is!  Why?  Why is it, that I am okay with being his friend  but  
chip!  perha Second Place
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My DarlingThe song italicized below is not my own but Vanessa Carlton's "Heros and Thieves"   
Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis  
And I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places  
But still wanna laugh in disappointed faces  
And you can't help me  
I'm blinded by these  
 
Heroes and Thieves at my door  
And I can't seem to tell them apart anymore  
Just when I figured it out  
Darling it's you I'm without   
Well I'm stubborn and wrong,  But at least I know it  
I keep movin' along  And hope I can get through this  
But maybe this song is the best I can My Darling
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Got a secret, can you keep it?Got a secret, can you keep it? Swear this one you'll save better lock it, in your pocket, taking this one to the grave   
the lyrics to an amazing song 'Secret' by Pierces   
Well, I really do have a secret, one you won't accept!   
How ridiculous you are, you silly fiend   
You blame yourself for the things of which I blame you....   
But can't you see that I'm just lashing out?  You insist that the strees and tears I create are your fault, but consider the true source!   
Such a lovely fool you can be, always there to brighten my day, but I always tear away your rays of sunshi Got a secret, can you keep it?
by ~cutey-valkyriegurl
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Recovering && the Truth

Sun May 24, 2009, 5:00 PM
  • Listening to: I'm not over-Carolina Liar
  • Reading: nothin'
  • Eating: sometimes ;)
It's true.
I'm recovering.
I'm pretty sure I haven't kept anybody on DA updated
there's a reason.

it's painful.

I've been suffering with eating disorders for over ten years now, I've had relapses and body dis morphia since ever I could remember

But these past two years has been hard on my body
I secretly dealt with anorexia nervosa
until my parents found out. I recovered and moved on with my life

Then September 2008 hit me hard. I became bulemic. I won't go into the details here (but I will in some deviations).
but it has been tearing me apart
I'm seeing a woman about it
and everyday is a new struggle
I'm in the middle of my recovery

I've learned a lot of things, dealing with my eating disorders
I've realized who my true friends are
I'm starting to learn what the truth about myself is
I'm learning everyday
and everyday I hope I'm closer to recovery

this is for me <3

lots of love
:blowkiss:
cutey

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  • Current Residence: us
  • Favourite movie: The Profesionalist (lately at least- I love a ton of movies XD)
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, or anything I can dance to xD
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
  • Personal Quote: "My soul lives Voir Dire" or "It was an accident-I swear! x3"
  • Tools of the Trade: my imagination, I'm singer song writer :P (and a poet and author XD)

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~sivan217:iconsivan217: Mar 15, 2009, 12:14:21 PM
tanks for the fave
~xStephMariex:iconxStephMariex: Mar 14, 2009, 8:56:26 PM
Thank you for the fav :)
~Misa-Jurai:iconMisa-Jurai: Mar 14, 2009, 8:48:33 PM
Thank you for the Fav on "it's Starting to Rain". God Bless~

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Do you believe in God
Written on a bullet
Say yes and pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on a bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger. -=Flyleaf.Cassie
~SpeechlessPoet:iconSpeechlessPoet: Mar 14, 2009, 8:46:57 PM
Thanks for The Fave, I'm glad you like it!!

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Speechless Poet - A man without his speech who uses his actions is stronger than a man who speaks boisterously, with empty promises. He is an Idea, and Ideas are bulletproof and do not bleed.
~ForeverScarredStock:iconForeverScarredStock: Dec 25, 2008, 6:45:03 PM
Thank you for the fav!

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Ooodles of stock photos on this account! Come take a look. Use whatever you like. BUT REMEMBER TO CREDIT ME!

Thanks!
~waakawaaka:iconwaakawaaka: May 31, 2008, 5:41:23 PM
He handed me the tree.

Thank you so much for the favorite!

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I love you this hour, this hour today
and heaven will smell like the airport.
~BlackZeroWolfX:iconBlackZeroWolfX: Apr 15, 2008, 6:30:25 PM
:hug: It's a hug...cuz i thought you might need it.

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I'm not a rag doll, so please don't toss me aside.
~Hammy-kun:iconHammy-kun: Feb 9, 2008, 10:52:59 PM
Thanks so much for the fave ,mate

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Funny.....I don't remeber being absentminded
~BlackZeroWolfX:iconBlackZeroWolfX: Nov 23, 2007, 4:08:12 PM
I miss reading your deviations. I hope you get better soon too. Tell me how you're doing sometime.

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I'm not a rag doll, so please don't toss me aside.
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